Kathryn is our nature lover. All things furry are her friends. Mom has a number of porch kitties and one of last years batch is wild. However, she decided that moms porch was the best place to have her kitten....and leave it. After waiting 24 hours for her to return, Kathryn and mom decided she had abandoned it. They fixed up a batch of kitten formula, put it in a bottle and worked to save the life of the kitten.
So far, so good. BUT.....Kathryn has had a huge dose of what it is to be a mother of a newborn. And it isn't easy! The kitten sleeps in a box beside her bed and as all newborns will do, it doesn't sleep for long before it is demanding yet another feeding. This morning, after being woke up at 2, 3 and 4am, she informed me that she really likes this kitten best when it was sound asleep. I told her that was when I liked her best at this age too! She wondered why it was so hard for the kitten to settle down. I told her it is a baby and doesn't know what it wants. Sorta like she was as a baby.
Kathryn was a tough baby. I think it was at least 7 months before she slept nights. Perhaps a bit of payback in the form of a small grey kitten??
Monday, August 2, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Simple Pleasures
There is a saying about simple pleasures being the best, and I guess I have to agree.
I will share a few of my simple pleasures, starting with a beautiful, sunny, spring morning. The view from my front window is pretty special this morning as well. The kids are on break this week and the Great Lakes Spring Holstein Show is coming up in just a couple weeks. What fun to see Thomas & Kathryn out in the pasture this morning, "capturing" their heifers for a little practice time at the halter. I can hear Lydia the lamb, who really isn't just a lamb anymore, hollering for attention from her pasture. The guinea hens just finished breakfast, cleaning up what the steer left around his feed pan. The goldfinches at my feeder are showing the faint signs of yellowing up and the robins have been hopping around my backyard.
Spring always returns....... Thank you God, for the promises of renewal that comes in Spring!
I will share a few of my simple pleasures, starting with a beautiful, sunny, spring morning. The view from my front window is pretty special this morning as well. The kids are on break this week and the Great Lakes Spring Holstein Show is coming up in just a couple weeks. What fun to see Thomas & Kathryn out in the pasture this morning, "capturing" their heifers for a little practice time at the halter. I can hear Lydia the lamb, who really isn't just a lamb anymore, hollering for attention from her pasture. The guinea hens just finished breakfast, cleaning up what the steer left around his feed pan. The goldfinches at my feeder are showing the faint signs of yellowing up and the robins have been hopping around my backyard.
Spring always returns....... Thank you God, for the promises of renewal that comes in Spring!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Letting go or holding on
A missionary that our church supports passed away yesterday after a very short illness. I didn't really know him, he and his wife obviously spent most of their time on the mission field. Despite that, I am struggling a bit with sadness at his passing. I think I know why. I can't imagine being as strong as his wife has been as she faced the possibility of his passing.
She kept their supporting churches up to date on his condition through e-mails, which our Pastor forwarded on to the rest of us. In each e-mail, she spoke of her willingness to "let him go to Jesus", or that she held him up to God in her open hand, or that she knew she would be reunited with him in Heaven.
I know that my husband is headed for Heaven when he dies, as I am too. BUT, I don't know if I could be as brave as her. I am sure in her dark moments alone, she fought the desire to keep holding on. But isn't it amazing that God ultimately gave her a peace, which allowed her to be an amazing testimony to me! The first picture I have in my mind when facing such a moment is with my arms wrapped tightly around the waist of my husband and my legs woven around his legs, forcing him to drag me along as he passed from this life into Glory. Perhaps instead, I can recall the testimony of Louise Barnard and recognize that the Lord gives us the strength and ability to face the dark moment of saying goodbye to the love of our life.
Obviously, I pray that such a moment is years and years away. Hopefully, in my VERY old age, I can recall the lesson learned from Mrs. Barnard.
She kept their supporting churches up to date on his condition through e-mails, which our Pastor forwarded on to the rest of us. In each e-mail, she spoke of her willingness to "let him go to Jesus", or that she held him up to God in her open hand, or that she knew she would be reunited with him in Heaven.
I know that my husband is headed for Heaven when he dies, as I am too. BUT, I don't know if I could be as brave as her. I am sure in her dark moments alone, she fought the desire to keep holding on. But isn't it amazing that God ultimately gave her a peace, which allowed her to be an amazing testimony to me! The first picture I have in my mind when facing such a moment is with my arms wrapped tightly around the waist of my husband and my legs woven around his legs, forcing him to drag me along as he passed from this life into Glory. Perhaps instead, I can recall the testimony of Louise Barnard and recognize that the Lord gives us the strength and ability to face the dark moment of saying goodbye to the love of our life.
Obviously, I pray that such a moment is years and years away. Hopefully, in my VERY old age, I can recall the lesson learned from Mrs. Barnard.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Missing the forest for the trees....
Age-old proverb, but how true it is in our lives.
There have been some changes in my horse business in the last three months. Most took tons of prayer, thought and more than a couple tears. Now that the changes are in place, I am learning a new way of looking at my business. In the past, my focus has been getting these horses into the show ring to showcase their quality and eventually make that perfect connection that leads to a successful sale. This focus was taught by the horse trainer we were using.
So as we switched to a new trainer at the beginning of the year, my focus was once again on the show ring. To the point that I was ready to do a second switch to yet another trainer in an effort to keep costs to a minimum. As I discussed this decision with the current trainer, he moved my focus to a completely different direction. Why was I worrying about the show ring and all the expenses that go with it??? Because that was where trainer Mike's focus had always been, was my reply. Well, Lee is switching that up. We are now focusing on turning out a great product, advertising it hard and getting him sold so that someone else can take on the expenses of showing "their" horse in the show ring.
How many times are we out of focus? Confident and committed to a notion that is not the ultimate direction we should be heading? It doesn't matter how committed you are to that idea, if it is the wrong direction, we need to rein it in (pardon the pun) and rethink what we are doing and why we are doing it. Lee described what he was "hearing" from me and quickly assessed what direction I needed to be heading with my horse business. And he was right, no matter how much fun it is to have your horse in the show ring, as a breeder, my focus needs to be on getting these horses sold as early in their career as possible. The same goes in my Christian walk. I must be constantly assessing where I am and where God wants me to be. And not be afraid of changing my focus when God shows me a better way.
There have been some changes in my horse business in the last three months. Most took tons of prayer, thought and more than a couple tears. Now that the changes are in place, I am learning a new way of looking at my business. In the past, my focus has been getting these horses into the show ring to showcase their quality and eventually make that perfect connection that leads to a successful sale. This focus was taught by the horse trainer we were using.
So as we switched to a new trainer at the beginning of the year, my focus was once again on the show ring. To the point that I was ready to do a second switch to yet another trainer in an effort to keep costs to a minimum. As I discussed this decision with the current trainer, he moved my focus to a completely different direction. Why was I worrying about the show ring and all the expenses that go with it??? Because that was where trainer Mike's focus had always been, was my reply. Well, Lee is switching that up. We are now focusing on turning out a great product, advertising it hard and getting him sold so that someone else can take on the expenses of showing "their" horse in the show ring.
How many times are we out of focus? Confident and committed to a notion that is not the ultimate direction we should be heading? It doesn't matter how committed you are to that idea, if it is the wrong direction, we need to rein it in (pardon the pun) and rethink what we are doing and why we are doing it. Lee described what he was "hearing" from me and quickly assessed what direction I needed to be heading with my horse business. And he was right, no matter how much fun it is to have your horse in the show ring, as a breeder, my focus needs to be on getting these horses sold as early in their career as possible. The same goes in my Christian walk. I must be constantly assessing where I am and where God wants me to be. And not be afraid of changing my focus when God shows me a better way.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Non-resolution Resolution
I am not a New Year's resolution maker, but I did decide that I needed to revive my blog from the total neglect it has suffered for the past 5 months. Okay, I got taken in by the simplicity of Face book. Do you know how easy it is to post a simple one or two sentence statement about what you are doing, how you are feeling or where you are headed is? Easy!!! The world is all about easy isn't it? But easy isn't always good. Although most of my blogs are simple fare, notes about the kids, horses or some other part of life, occasionally I have put serious thought and idea to the keyboard and come out with something I am pretty pleased with. And to sit still long enough to create something a reader might learn from is good for me. So here I sit for a few minutes.....and hopefully I will do this more often.
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